While short, this novel gives such a detailed and raw look into the human mind. I found myself often nodding in agreement and wondering if I often chastise myself for things that are beyond my control. This book was a wonderful way for me to reflect on my own life and see the ways in which I often judge myself. 

With two different formats (the psychiatrist transcripts and the self-reflective writings), I found myself enjoying both equally, which doesn’t happen very often. The psychiatrist notes helped me to see Baek Sehee in an analytic manner where you can see a lot of how she is as a person. The reflective writings, however, let me see who she desperately wanted to be. 

Depression is a strong thing. It takes a lot to be able to pull yourself out of it. If nothing else, I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki is a wonderful example of how we often get in our own way when it comes to healing. It is also a beautiful example of what it looks like when a person finally takes steps in the right direction. While it’s not an instantaneous process, healing is beautiful in itself, and I commend anyone who has the strength and courage to pursue healing and face depression head on. 

Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed this novel. I think this would be wonderful for anyone with self doubt or depression because it makes you see that there truly is a light at the end of the tunnel. 

Source: Audiobook from Libby Public Library

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